When I wake up in the morning and don't have my lenses in my world is very, very blurry. Not as blurry as on this picture, but not very far from it. I always joke about the fact that I'm "blind". What is funny about being this blind is that you don't see actual things but color blubs or shapes and a person could be practically anyone from distance. Moreover, I always think that other people can't see me when I'm this blind, because automatically I think other people see the way I do. It's such a funny phenomenon.

I was lying in the bathtub earlier, relaxing from work and all of these different thoughts were spinning in my head. About my present life and my future. And I literally wanted to drown the thoughts, I just wanted them to be quiet, so I put my head under the water, as if I was really drowning my thoughts.

This is so funny about our senses. And have you ever tasted something that tastes how another thing smells? I have! Many times. Very cool :) haha.

Going to bed soon, so tired.

Love,
Jackson

Barbie

Nice brunch at Metro

We had such a nice day! My brothers and I had a lovely brunch at Metro on Möllan and then we did a little shopping =) I bought this cute pink jacket on sale (199 kr at JC) that nobody likes, haha. It's love or hate I guess, but it was just a funny jacket to buy. In such a Barbie color. I like "weird" clothes sometimes, my friends know that, right? haha. Then I met up with my best friend and we had a nice talk. Now I'm just chillin and it's soo nice! Gonna watch "Marie Antoinette" tonight and enjoy the rest of my week-end.

Lots of love,

Jackie

What does Jackie do on a Friday night?

She baked a blueberry and strawberry pie! With custard it was really yummie :) After the baking we went out, but the clubs sucked bigtimes. What's wrong with the music??? Hopefully it will be better tonight!

My brothers are gonna make dinner tonight trying out a new recipe; pasta with chicken, coconutmilk and different veggies and spices. Sounds really nice! Oh, and we also had a really nice brunch today. It feels so good to have this free time during the week-end where you don't have to do anything what so ever. So, I sat in teh garden reading gossip magazines and soaking up the sunrays. So utterly relaxing and unwinding. Totally need that after a long job week and to recharge my batteries before the coming week which I will spend mostly in the dairy fridge in 4 degrees cold...wonderful. And THEN, finally Greece! I need sun, sea and beach soo much it's insane!

Okay people, time to fix the laundry and set the table.

Lots of love,

Jackie

Saturday

Pics from Saturday's party with the gals! Oh, do I love my dress or do I love my dress? And even the Cosmo matched it, haha. Perfect.

Tomorrow it's work again, at the supermarket. It's so huge and just to walk from one end to the other takes you like 10 min...insaaaane! I'm so drained from enegy when I come home that I don't have the strength to do anything. Can barely lift a finger. Yeah, yeah.

Bisoux

/Jackie

I'm home!

Last walk in the Jordaan neighbourhood, one day before leaving A'dam. Wearing my new jacket from H&M which I love so much, scarf from Weekday and white canvas shoes. Clutch from River Island and headband with bow, love bows!

I arrived home last night around midnight and my mummy and my friends threw me a wonderful surprise party! I have the best friends in the world, thank you sooo much! I know you put in a lot of time and effort in fixing everything, and I am lucky to have such great friends as you, guys! Lots of love!

It feels good to be home, although I have soo much stuff to unpack, still. It's really insane. All in all, I brought home about 90 kg of luggage! Can you imagine! So now my room is in total chaos; unpacking everything while going through all current stuff I have and deciding what to keep and what to get rid of. It takes so much time, but it needs to be done. Anyways, have a good one while I keep battling with the dresses and tops and...

Kisses/

Jackson

The boyfriend look

Vintage men's shirt, Miss Sixty's and flats. All purple.

Sometimes I feel like dressing cute and girly and the next day I need a total antidote and wear ripped jeans, a simple t-shirt and a little smokey eyes for a fiercer look.

Yup, yup. Going to the cinema tonight, seeing "The Reader". Hope it will be good.

Now: vacuuming and quick shower. I have like 25 minutes, haha.

Truly yours

/J

Tess, babyluv!

For the past week my lovely friend Therese visited me and we want bazooookah!! Okey, maybe not that crazy, but still :P We went to museums, partied, had really nice food, took a lot of pics and wore silk tops a lot :) We went to the beach and had too much whiskey. So, in other words, we had a splendid six days together!


Lovely, sunny weather

Zandvoort beach


Van Gogh Museum

Dance moves in Bitter Zoet's bathroom, haha

I wanna dance too!

Nice old boxes. Yes.

Looove

So good

Late night biking

Jackie & Marilyn

Cosmoplitans at Club Exit!

Haha, "-Shot me like an electric eeeeeeel!"

Just chillin, A'dam-style.

Lots of love

/J